Monday, July 19.

Didn't weigh in Friday, weight didn't change, but I have water weight to work off.

Did research today on diet pills (to aid in the loss) fat burners, appetite suppressants, blah, blah ect. None of it really looks decent. I mean the Jillian Micheals' one looks okay, but.. It's also $40 a month and it might not work. Many reviews I read said that people gained, but seen toning. Of course, that's a thing with Jillian. Too, of course, people don't realize that when taking diet pills you also workout. So, when someone says they see a GAIN it's because they are A.) working out like you are suppose too with diet pills (in conjunction with diet and EXERCISE) which Jillian promotes, promotes, promotes. The 'gain' is muscle, but your clothes will fit better. At the same time, however, it's a fancied up caffeine pill. Great, I need energy, but do I want to pay $40 a month for coffee in a pill? Not really.

I have pills here at the house, that I am going to get back into the routine of taking. I have my Coconut oil diet (1-2 pills) 3 times a day. I have Green Tea pills I am still trying to get rid of and Acai berry pills. I just want to finish them, I spent money on the green tea and the acai berry pills, but they don't do much. I will get my money worth out of them and not just throw them away, however. The Coconut oil diet, there may be something there. About the time I got them, things changed in my life and I was very stressed and stopped working out.

I did workout last night, I will workout again tonight. I will basically workout EVERYDAY. People say this isn't good, BUT. I don't always burn X amount of calories, last night for instance I worked out for 23 minutes and burned 91 calories. It's a start, but it's NOT good enough.

I will continue on with this journey, but I do post for other reasons.

30 Seconds to Mars are coming back around, with Neon Trees! And, it's official the besties are on-board yet again and... We are going October 3, 2010. I would LIKE to lose this 20.1 pounds by October 3, 2010. That gives me 10 weeks, 2.2 months to lose the 20 pounds, if I don't that's fine. But, it is a thought... Regardless I won't let it get me down if I don't see a 20 pound loss (2 pounds a week rather than 1.6 pounds a week) The end of the month is the 'true' goal, for Halloween. Regardless, 165 pounds in October, 160 by Halloween would probably make me cry happy tears...